Do you ever feel like your life doesn't matter? That what you're doing isn't important? Me too! But not today! Today God had me singing a song He put on my heart, as He often does, and I was singing it to the girls, helping them get ready for school in the bathroom. Doesn't everyone sing in the bathroom?! You know; Wash hands. Wash face. Brush hair. Brush teeth. Our usual routine. But since its been raining for weeks, it had a way of slowing me down and wanting to see things more clearly. I know God had me singing this song for a reason. Because I've been struggling with should I go back to school and was feeling guilty for not doing more. And even though God knows I have more dreams. And as much as it could be a good thing to do something else. Right now is not that time. I'm called to be here! God knows my heart wants to serve Him. That's "why" He made me a mom. I'm available 24/7 to be just that. And because Hannah and Lera need me the most, I'm most satisfied taking care of them. This was a picture of me singing to them (again) this morning, while we waited for the bus to come. Getting them to sit down when they were playing ball, and singing, "Strangely Dim" was priceless. To see their little faces looking back at me, makes me know I wouldn't change a thing in the world. I love this front row seat! They have my heart!
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Happy Friday!
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